Friday, March 02, 2007
Shall post a short one and go for co.
Had lunch with youhui at 630, chatted.
3B went to ite and i saw their bus pass by! saw them! so happy!
Haiz you told me many things which is very shocking to me. You cared for me and you asked her to ask me what happen to me when im sad. when she dont even know that im sad, or even she don't even wanna know, its because you ask her to. haiz now i know the friendship between me and her is so shallow. the friendship that really exist is between you and me. you indirectly care for me. you will want to know why am i feeling bad. just hope that next time you weren't use her to care for me. you shouldn't have done all these. haiz though the truth is always so ugly but at least now i cleared my doubts. thanks for telling me. now i know why she isn't the first to care and i am not the one she care all along and from the begining. status don't mean anything. so status so close also no use its just the surface of the friendship. she is not there when i needed her. forget it, evrything in the past is just an illusion. at least now i know who really cares about me. i just hope you stop telling her to care for me when she is unwillingly in her heart. i rather she don't even ask anything, i hate it when she acted as if she care when she don't. i felt being cheated. lastly i appreciated what you have done though .
nostlagia
