Sunday, March 15, 2009
There's so much things that i want/need to say but i don't know where to start from.
let's see,
Erina went for her much anticipated
motivational workshop on 11-13 march!
there was COACH ELGIN, the main speaker and his two helpers COACH ANSEL & COACH LINA.
He was really good at making his whole day's speech not boring at all.
With jokes here and there making eerything fit just right.
But sadly he was only with us for the first day.
I wished he was with us throughout all three days.
AND there's a bridge call ELGIN BRIDGE! *random*
Day 2 & 3 was with COACH EUNICE and COACH ANSEL & LINA.
It was a lil dry, maybe COACH ELGIN was able to make it more fun!
We tried to have fun, by really participating in every group activities etc.
Sometime in Day two, I came across this two conversations.
two conversations that make you go dotx5
The first conv. made Ansel said : "empty vessels made the most noise!"
The second conv. made Ansel saide : " i don't listen to bullshit!"
Is that two person's confidence or what?!
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Until the world that you thought was beautiful came tumbling down,
you won't be able to see how ugly things can get.
Scan down the list of friends you have in you phone,
looking for someone who is willing to listen to you pour you woes out,
give you all the support you need can become something helpless.
But thankfully there is always angels in your life.
Thank you very much to the dearest two.
Coincidently your typed out my name in the msg of encouragements.
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I don't know why it happened at this time.
I appreciate your frankness to speak up every single displease you had and also what others feel commonly about me.
At least you had the courage to say everything than to pretend to be friend with me.
"Change for the sake of myself.
Change for my future.
Think of others, be more considerate to people around me.
Stop adding to the noise pollution.
Stop all the GL words for it hurt other's pride silently.
Laughing at the wrong time = disturbance to others = an act of selfishness.
Countless meangingless apologies, for what?
Oblivious to others tolerance.
Leaving is a burden to others.
Not changing = I will live in guilt = i still add on to others burden."
Thanks for telling me all of the above.
To the ones who are concern, i will say thank you.
Before that, ask yourself if you really meant to show concern for me.
Don't simply ask if i'm alright, when you can see/ feel that i'm not.
I will simply reply you i'm alright, because idk what answer other than that satisfy you.
You can just leave me alone.
Peeps, if you got things to say in my face, so be it,
but don't end with sentences like,
"i didn't meant to hurt you, are you alright, sorry to offend you."
Others may appreciate it, but i don't.
Don't expect me to give you the amount of everything you give me, i'm selfish.
I don't know what else but time to let things heal.
nostlagia
